Wednesday, January 07, 2009
funny how it took a non christian to remind me that i have the bible to guide me through times of uncertainty. funny how God places people in my life, from the good to the bad. well from my point of view anyway, cos from God's everyone's placed in my life for a good good reason.
jeremiah 29:11. God has awesome plans for me.
anw was emo-ing badly yesterday and it took like talking to 5 people to make me feel slightly better, from dearest S07 classmates weiqin eileen and chandra to new ntu tutorial mates noel and shawn. THANKS GUYS. even though weiqin said i'm anti-social. :P
i just read 2 chpts of business law (ok technically half of chpt 1 and about 9tenths of chpt2) and i didn't understand three quarters of what it was saying. gosh. and someone told me business law is fun. i think it's eileen and loi. well it can't get any more boring. haha.
ok i'm going to bake to cheer myself up. (: and i just realised retail therapy works for me too. bought like 2 tops and a dress yesterday. (:
ok melly shall stop emo-ing. just wished i could confide in bf too.
actually i shouldn't be complaining cos i got a 3-day week and i know lots of people, especially my engineering friends, would love to be in my position.
it's just that, i've seriously lost the motivation to study. why does my life have to revolve around studying. why is it so important that i do well. actually i can answer my own question, it's to get a better job and earn more money in the future. or as my financial management professor tried to convince me, not to get stumped when i need to use conditional probability to help a client in the future. when you're in accountancy/business everyone assumes you're doing it for the money. ok that's half right i did take accountancy cos it'll definitely be easier to get a job next time.
ok crap i'm ranting and i feel like i'm gonna break down soon.
actually i'm just stressed about my project groupings. i wish i could click with the girls. really.
i really miss my class.
God please please please help me.
and to think i thought sem 2 was gonna be different. i guess it's hard to change in such a short period of time.
maybe it isn't such a gd idea to stay in hall so long. to be in school too long.
funny how it took a non christian to remind me that i have the bible to guide me through times of uncertainty. funny how God places people in my life, from the good to the bad. well from my point of view anyway, cos from God's everyone's placed in my life for a good good reason.
jeremiah 29:11. God has awesome plans for me.
anw was emo-ing badly yesterday and it took like talking to 5 people to make me feel slightly better, from dearest S07 classmates weiqin eileen and chandra to new ntu tutorial mates noel and shawn. THANKS GUYS. even though weiqin said i'm anti-social. :P
i just read 2 chpts of business law (ok technically half of chpt 1 and about 9tenths of chpt2) and i didn't understand three quarters of what it was saying. gosh. and someone told me business law is fun. i think it's eileen and loi. well it can't get any more boring. haha.
ok i'm going to bake to cheer myself up. (: and i just realised retail therapy works for me too. bought like 2 tops and a dress yesterday. (:
ok melly shall stop emo-ing. just wished i could confide in bf too.
watchin u;
at 11:52 PM
watchin u;
at 7:54 AM
actually i shouldn't be complaining cos i got a 3-day week and i know lots of people, especially my engineering friends, would love to be in my position.
it's just that, i've seriously lost the motivation to study. why does my life have to revolve around studying. why is it so important that i do well. actually i can answer my own question, it's to get a better job and earn more money in the future. or as my financial management professor tried to convince me, not to get stumped when i need to use conditional probability to help a client in the future. when you're in accountancy/business everyone assumes you're doing it for the money. ok that's half right i did take accountancy cos it'll definitely be easier to get a job next time.
ok crap i'm ranting and i feel like i'm gonna break down soon.
actually i'm just stressed about my project groupings. i wish i could click with the girls. really.
i really miss my class.
God please please please help me.
and to think i thought sem 2 was gonna be different. i guess it's hard to change in such a short period of time.
maybe it isn't such a gd idea to stay in hall so long. to be in school too long.
watchin u;
at 7:14 AM